Thursday, June 5, 2008

drink, drank, didn't get drunk






well, two weddings in the next two weeks. one will probably involve square dancing. ick. but happy couples and parties, i love those! and i get to catch up with all the old friends : ) congrats to liz and donny and steph and jared. it's gonna be off the heezy. the dress will be uncomfortable, but as the great aretha franklin once said, "i will survive".




i'm sipping on a jones soda and thinking about how charity is graduating today and i am freakin' old. i'm going to weddings and high school graduations that aren't mine.




the 21st birthday was a success for anyone who cares. the facebook pics make it look like a drank a lot more than i acutally did. gummi bear martini, alabama slammer, corona, some shot called a "blow job" (i really did not even want to drink anything with that name, but it wasn't bad once i disassociated the name with the beverage), and sex on the beach (now this was my fav, and yet another questionable name for a drink). i didn't drink all of them! no drunkeness here, i just kind of sipped on everyone elses mostly. just to try things. i will not get drunk, people, seriously, stop saying that.


i told my high school friend chelsea the other day why i choose not to get drunk. after which she said, "wow, you really think about stuff a lot before you do it." i think it's funny that we are not inclined to think about our actions. we just kinda decide to do what feels good at the time. just a tip: this does not usually go well. i'm just trying to do what i think will help others to see Jesus' influence in my life. and i don't think Jesus would get drunk, that's just my personal opinion. i have scriptural backup if you want it. off the soapbox.


new fav song of the moment: love astronaut by murder mystery

i've been searching for you.
have you been searching for me?
i've been running around
but now i'm down on my knees.
i go looking abroad
i've been sailing the seas.
i go looking for love
but is it looking for me?
i'm the captain of a ship
or an astronaut in space.
traveling around the world,
searching for a pretty face.
i've been looking on high,
checkin' below the lows,
but the only thing i found
is myself still alone.